This is the most important thing you need to know in your life.
The last my post was about returning your sweetheart (the person you fell in love with). I promised to tell you the result.

I called him hoping he didn't change his phone number. I said to him didn't he realized my voice. And then he painfully said: "Oh God, Polina. What's wrong? Why do you call?". He didn't want to meet me and I can't help my toungue from the bad-bad-bad words. He only laughed. And I didn't expect he to understand.

So. I haven't lost my pride and I am the same Polly, cause I did it, I loved him, I was trying to make things right, hiding the pain that deep in my soul. "Maybe, that's not your way, Polly, not your way."
Still now Adele's song in my mind: "Hello, It's me". She should know the song doesn't work.

"Don't you remember the reason you loved me?" Please, forget every word, every item I said. A girl on summer-breath was wright, but I should try. Now I know ~ that wasn't a good plan.

If you keep the past too much — the future will never come.

This's my recovery: to kiss how much lips I really need to forget him for good and all. You may judge me, call me as a slut or whore. I really don't care. I am the young girl and I wanna do whatever I want.
I can imagine the next my post: "How To Be a Heartbreaker" hahahahhah :// I won't cry anymore because of smbd.

And those thoughts weren't a instant wisdom. That's all. Thankx.

[ yours Polly, xx ]