I have lost myself again.
You know, yesterday you can be the happiest person ever, but today you are making a suicide. You have to know, I won't make it in anyway, but I will have a terrible thoughts. That all dependes upon the people around you that could make you so sad and depress.

I wrote bad note, I wasn't sorry. I am not sorry. I won't do this.

Vise versa. I wanna go away from my zone of comfort, make my wishes come true, I am not the straight person, I always follow my heart and minds.
So what can I do right in this moment sitting and writing a post. My family is unbearable! The never understand me, they won't let me do things I should do.

I need your support. I need somebody to listen to me what I am saying.